Acads.

Anniv week is over. I thought I could get some break after it, but NO. A lot of acads waiting for me, readings, papers, and requirements. *sigh*

Next is buddy week, but I'll also have a lot of exams next week. ToT I don't know how I'm going to survive, but I'll manage. I hope.

You know, I hate the feeling of wanting to stop studying. I hate the feeling of always being lazy to go to class, of always wanting to cut (classes), of always getting tired of all the discussions. X_X;;

*sigh* I'll have to work harder.


Too busy.


On a birghter note, TODAY IS MUGENDAI DAY! 08.08.08

I LOVE YOU EITO!

I wish I could ake a break from everything for a little while. *sigh*

Yes, I'm updating my DA after a loooong, and I mean a LOOONG LOOONG time. I've been updating my LJ and my multiply though.

I hope I can find something that can make me so happy I can die of fatal hilarity. Haha, Elia, I love you for posting that link.


Yeah, I'm tired. I need a break. ToT

[A THOUSAND WINDS]
~unknown

Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there. There, I do not sleep.

I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn's rain.

When you awaken in the morning's hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush
of quiet birds in the circled flight,
I am the soft stars that shine at night.

Do not stand at my grave and cry.
I am not there; I did not die.


~//~

As long as we continue one's dream, we hold the proof of one's existence.
As long as we think of THAT person, that person will always be alive.. in our hearts.

~//~

It's always after when the person is gone... that I finally realize how precious that person was to me. Until then, I can't even recognize how fleeting the moment could be.

Cherish every smile, laughter.. Make all the moments memorable, for we don't know when DEATH will come.. And when it does, we can't do anything but watch as our bodies deteriorate in its cruel palm..

When it finally decides to embrace me within its dark abyss, do not forget.. I dreamt, and will continue dreaming even after my time comes.. I will not forget, and so shall you..

SMILE, while saying our eternal goodbyes.. SMILE, while remembering the times we shared.. Instead of crying, SMILE..

as long as you don't forget, i will continue to live on in your hearts..

when i come back.. i wonder if we can meet again..

*i will continue to watch over you, and make sure that you'll be fine.. this time around, i'll be the one who'll give you strength.. i'll be the one who'll help you make it.. i love you, i know i'll always do..*

well, yesterday, my sister and i went to SM and bought pio his birthday gift!! xD haha.. we actually asked him what he wanted for his birthday and he said that he wanted a bike.. a maroon or dark blue one.. well, he thought that we were just joking about buying it.. but hey, we're not.. =3

when we were at the bike shop and picked a bike, she said.. "huh?? kala ko gackt.." [huh?? i thought it was gackt..] i looked at her and raised my eyebrow.. she was looking at the bike.. i looked at the direction that she was looking at.. and.. there it was!! his glorious name!! well, minus the T.. haha!! in front of a bike, there was the name.. "GACK".. haha!! xD i was like.. "i am sooo going to buy that.." but i have no money.. T_T haha!! it was sooo fun.. but really, one day, i'll buy that bike, add a T and ride it to my heart's content.. xD

well, that's what happened.. ahihi..^^

ohh.. right.. my penpal hyeyeon-ko's letter arrived today!! xD haha.. =3

oh, and i also promised UBE that i will send the letter to gackt when i send my reply letter to hyeyeon.. xD

ohh.. ohhh.. and.. and.. i watched xxxHOLIC MOVIE.. haha!! it was actually connected to the TSUBASA CHRONICLES movie.. xD

woot woot~ xD but i like TSUBASA CHRONICLES the MOVIE more than xxxHOLIC the movie.. oh well.. ahihi..^^

i also listened to gackt's korean songs.. xD haha.. [the whole album of LOVE LETTER - for Korean Dears and also the 12gatsu no love song - Korean] he really is sooooo AMAZING!! <3<3 this post's title is "MEMORIES", 'coz i was listening to the song memories when i wrote this.. xD


i also went to school today, because a speaker had a lecture about journalism.. it's a crappy day.. he called me.. dumb and stupid.. [yeah, right..] he's insulting a lot of other people.. haha!! oh well.. he also said that WE DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO ASPIRE AS A WRITER..

fuck him..


oh right.. gackt's in vancouver right now with some DEARS for their annual trip.. i sooo wanna go.. xD they're going to be there from april 11-april 17..

hyde is also going to have his concert at San Francisco, CA on July 5.. It's going to be at Slims and tickets are sold out.. [awww.. too bad]